December 2011

I love Shopping....Crazying for this....heheh..

Enjoy when c this but sad when c the bill....hehe!!!!

Self pillow talk

Well...every time when I try to post something in my blog..I felt like I was abandon my blog for few century time. Review back my last post I has more than 3month never update to my blog, and the reason I gave myself was...*I m busy*

This is a stupid and foolish excuses...I had the time but I don't have feel to write on it even those there are many things can b written on. But I do not do so because lazy loll...sometimes I think that my biggest weaknesses was I m too lazy n like to drag everything to the last minute.no matter work ,study ..I do it....how can I change this bad habit? I wad trying to push myself to be more aggressive but failed....how can I be more hardworking. Oooooo...Duno loll...

Haizzzz...felt sleepy n tired for using my phone to write blog...goood9

趙傳 - 我是一隻小小鳥

其实我还是比较喜欢趙傳的版本
 也许他把这首歌诠释的比较有感情
 叮当的也不错可是我还是喜欢这个较多

虽然每个人都把这首歌的重点放在副歌
～可是对我而言主歌一开头那句才是整首歌的重点～
多么的感触

有时后我觉得自己像一只小小鸟
想要飞 却怎么样也飞不高
也许有一天我栖上枝头 却成为猎人的目标
我飞上了青天才发现自己从此无依无靠

每次到了夜深人静的时候 我总是睡不着
我怀疑是不是只有我的明天没有变得更好
未来会怎样究竟有谁会知道
幸福是否只是一种传说 我永远都找不到

我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞 却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高

我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞 却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高

所有知道我的名字的人啊 你们好不好
世界是如此的小 我们注定无处可逃
当我尝尽人情冷暖 当你决定为你了的理想燃烧
生活的压力与生命的尊严哪一个重要

我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞 却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高

我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞 却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高

我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞 却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高
这样的要求算不算太高

2011 03 31

其实现在的我压力越来越大

看着自己身边的朋友一个接一个地在自己的事业与前途拼劲与努力

成就不断地萌芽而自己还像一颗未发芽的豆子

不断的灌溉但还是留在当初

自己的心真的有点妒忌

也有一股无名的压力

很重....很重

每当我所有的家人都睡得很甜时我还是无法把自己的眼睛闭上

脑里不断地思考与摸索

我的路该怎么走?

我该做什么?

我就觉得有点前路有点渺茫

我觉得很压力

但我还是能压抑自己的情绪

我还是努力地走

我不断告诉自己我的命就是如此

波折不断但不置于差

努力不减但总是不够

有时还真的很无奈

我告诉自己不要想太多但还是一样

我还是想....而且愈来愈严重

我希望自己的努力能为自己的不足加分

我告诉自己*大器晚成*这个原理

我们应该把自己的视线放远

一时的失败不会是永远

先苦后甜.....

也许我就想一瓶红酒...摆着越久就越醇越顺口

虽然需要长一点的时间去提炼才会得到好的味道

但却回味无穷.........

重伤 - 林凡（官方HQ完整版）

[官方HQ]A-Lin 給我一個理由忘記(MV完整版)

Earth

Wondering does 2012 will really exist?

a lot of people question on this but we cannot get an answer...

who know what will happening soon..

Yesterday, a new was shocked me...

it was a tragedy...

it that a warning for us?

                           earth is giving us a warn...???

does it?

An earthquake came to Japan...and

many of life had leaved Japan

it came so sudden...

i was shock when i heard the news..

i felt pity to them but in the other ways i glad that

my island was escape from this tragedy..

but........will it come to me soon?

A question for me that i consider today.....

My VALUE

【4月20日2009----》2月1日2011】

 Time flies.....unconsciously i stay more than 1 year and 9months ....and until this moment ...i had realized that my value was just a litter bit more than that those who stay here 2months...it was totally unfair for us...but there are nothing we can do....

The life full of unfairness..we can't say much and in fact we are not qualified  to say much...there are nothing we can do in stead of leave...that is the only ways we can use.....perhaps for those who not involve will felt that we are avoiding the truth life but for me i just want to find a comfortable way for myself....i need a ladder to walk down......i just want to leave when i still have a litter bit of value.....I'm not willing to let people kick off when i am useless in their eye...i want my dignity....

So, i can just say bye bye for this place who let me learn a lots...i had many sweet and happy moment with all the things....people over here......in my heart i am not willing.....but the fact is i cannot stay again...i was totally frustrated with them....what they said and what they do....was beyond my limitation....i'm not hoping that you give us more....but we just need a fairness.......which is the things that you all not give...i not begging u or force u to give because i don't think u will give what we want....u will just listen to those u believe.....

his mouth was ur eye.....u use his month to see the things....u judge something without any evidence....i m so sad that u are such *ADORABLE* and *NAIVE*...........

Glad that meet u......

 

你

我应该述说我的意见和看法吗?

答案： NO

我知道我不该说，因为我了解后果

固执也许是一种坚强

直率也许是一种性格

悲观也许是一种情绪

自信也许是一种态度

固执也可能是一种执著

直率也可能是转牛角尖

悲观也可能是一种烦恼

自信也可能是慢性毒药

 

[HD] 民國100年台北市跨年 張惠妹 奉獻

长路奉献给远方
玫瑰奉献给爱情
我拿什么奉献给你
我的爱人
白云奉献给草场
江河奉献给海洋
我拿什么奉献给你
我的朋友
我拿什么奉献给你
我不停的问
我不停的找
不停的想
白鸽奉献给蓝天
星光奉献给长夜
我拿什么奉献给你
我的小孩
雨季奉献给大地
岁月奉献给季节

我拿什么奉献给你
我的爹娘
(music)
啦....

???????????

看着自己的倒影，不断地浮现疑问

想着自己的一切，不断地反复质疑

问着自己的思想，不断地浮现答案

答着自己的问题，不断地重复回答

忽然间觉得自己很矛盾

究竟我想问自己什么而我想得到的答案是什么

我不懂

我对自己所作的一切都很质疑

我得不到自己的答案

我觉得很矛盾

我不知道自己的去向？我觉得我又开始地迷失自己

不懂～真的不懂！

吉隆坡下雪 黃明志 Snowing In KL by Namewee 黃明志好好野專輯終極主打

在高樓之間 空氣忽然冷卻

散落一地的是幸福的碎片

在城市裡面 我被熱鬧凸顯

凍僵的臉再也撐不起笑靨

一個人容易疲倦 睡了寂寞會不見

開著音樂 空氣才不會凝結

窗外濕冷的季節 包圍我的房間

我只能 顫抖著閉上 我雙眼

孤單的夜 連吉隆坡都下雪

失溫的心 抵抗不了這冬天

愛不在身邊 牽不到快樂越走越遠

被寂寞奪走 每一天每一夜

孤單的夜 連吉隆坡都下雪

層層堆疊 累積著我的抱怨

冷冷的傷感 不敢觸碰卻不斷蔓延

從指尖慢慢 一直冷 到心的最裡面

Tong Hua (童话) Cover - English/Chinese + Violin/Trumpet by Jason Chen & J...

Quite nice this version

I like the translation....the lyrics was perfectly match with the song

Feeling~

Stop...

Can i stop thinking of this stupid and foolish things?

why should i compare with others...

is that possible for me not to do so..

i will answer NO

i could not do so...i was a *KIA SU* people and i admitted...

although my friends doesn't do or say anything but my mine stab into my heart

and make me felt stress and pain

i cannot stop comparing myself with my frieds

i wonder why there are so many turning points and so many ordeal waiting for me..

and i need to pick one off over the hurdle...

Wao...it was so hard and tough.

actually,i envy  i jealous

i jealous my friends...although i can understand that some people suffer more than me

but the problems is i cannot control my mind not to compare with others

i wonder why they can walk easy than me.....they don't have much trouble and their life seem to be smooth and easy...

perhaps they do work hard on it....same to I...but the achievement are thousand miles far with what i had

yet we could not blame on it...

this was the destiny....God is fair....they will not give u 100%...

no matter how perfect you are...u still has 1% more to learn

this is the reality...i will accept it...

never mind...i firmly believe that is always the enemy of mankind himself .

no one can vanquish us except ourselves..

i will run to chase back the time i loss...

i will make the distance become 0 for the coming day...

watch out.....HEHHE ^^

2007 and 2010

It was an awesome night with the gather of all my lovely EX housemate...

miss u all so much and we had a long long time never gather together 

and gossip with each...

i love this feeling very much

they are so lovely and make flash back a lot of sweet memory 

when staying together...

we study overnight when exam at the corner

we will also hanging around the pasar malam every tuesday

for our dinner...

we sit together and watching drama (especially watching the korean show *love story*)

we all laughing together( until got ppl complain)...it was so nice....

some more pillow talk....chit chat together...

and sometimes will have a WAR between each....

u HATAM me...i HATAM u...so funny...it was so comfortable and relax when hanging out with the

HATam until others tenants knock the door and complain....we all not dare to open the gate 

and curi curi tengok from the hole....what a stupid action of us....HAHAHA

its was a sweet and warm memory for me

but compare now with last time...they didn't have big chances

the changes only is some of them already starting work hard for their own careers 

and some of them still continue further study..

wao....now is 2010 and the memory was 2007

so fast...3 year passed...

i felt glad that can stay together with all of u...

thx...love u all...

倪安東 - 散場的擁抱

～感动于歌词～

Anthony Neely 倪安東 - Sorry That I Loved You

For all of the time that i tried for your smile

For making you thing that i was worth the while

So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending your flowers and holding your hand

That no one was there to take u stand

But then love love love made us blind

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you

Sorry that I fell through

Sorry i was falling in love with you 

I'm sorry that it came true

But sorry do can't turn back time

For all that i have done to you

I wish that i could make it right
 

So sorry that i loved you

Sorry that i needed you

Sorry that i hold you tight

And I'm So sorry for...

Making you love me and saying goodbye

For being the one that taught you how to cry

It was love love love and it passed us by

For given you every thing that you dreamed

For taking it back when i fled the scenesorry love,for wasting your time

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you

Sorry that I fell through

Sorry i was falling in love with you 

I'm sorry that it came true

But sorry do can't turn back time

For all that i have done to you

I wish that i could make it right

I'm so sorry that i loved you

Sorry that i needed you

Sorry that i hold you tight

And apology now after all of this time

Won't make my difference tonight

But I'm hoping I'm Sorry will open your mind

To love love love love in your life

Sorry that i hurt you

Sorry that i fell through

Sorry i was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that it came true

But sorry doesn't turn back time

For all that i have done to you

I wish that i could make it right

So sorry that i hurt you

Sorry that i fell through

Sorry i was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that it came true

But sorry do can't turn back time

I'm sorry that i loved you

I'm sorry that i hurt you

I'm so sorry that i loved you

I'm sorry that i hurt you

Sorry that i loved you

不公平

為什麼這世界都沒有公平的對待？
為何男生終是要讓女生？
為什麼女生生氣就是天經地義，而男生生氣就是小氣？
為何永遠都不能男女平等呢？
為什麼我到現在都無法得到一個完整的答案？
為何都不能一視同仁？
為什麼男生就要不女生付出得多？
為何男一定得讓女生？
為什麼當男生不願對女生屈服時就被關上不*gentleman*這字眼?
為何？為什麼？


為什麼大的得讓小的？
為何哥哥就應該讓弟弟？
為什麼姐姐也應該疼愛妹妹？
為何當弟弟妹妹欺負哥哥姐姐時就無關痛癢？
為什麼哥哥姐姐教訓弟弟妹妹時是欺負他們？
為何爸爸媽媽就要把好的留給小的？
為什麼？為何？




我真的覺得有時候這世界就是那麼的不公平
永遠都無法把兩邊的秤都擺在同一條平線？

林育羣-未來的第一站MV

Quite nice and comfortable....

不计较 与 不比较

无意间我读了一段短文

我个人觉得他写的很有意思

他说人的一生其实应该信任两种不同的教

如果是你，你会觉得是什么教

我呢觉得是睡觉和L教（^.^)

你觉得？

答案：

不计较 与 不比较

人活着其实真的有很多各式各样的欲望

欲望多了只会欲求不满

到了最后也许会演变成满足自己的欲望但伤害了别人

如果我们凡事不和别人做比较我们就不会欲求不满

所以做人其实应该懂得如何把自己缩小

我们得不断的缩小自己

小到能把自己放在别人的眼里

因为眼裡是容不下一顆沙子的

倘若能將自己縮小到放人眼中

                      让別人都能接納你，這樣才是真的會做人

                        世界这么大，每個人都有他的过人之处
                               如果我們不懂得缩小自己

       只是一味的觉得自己比別人厉害
这样永远都不會成功，
       永远都不会滿足，也不會快了 ....