朋友的心声

这篇是我在我的死党的部落格里抄会来的

我觉得很有用意思

言语的描述

反映着你内心深处的心声

双眸也许能轻轻地闭上

但凌乱的思绪却难以安抚

紧绷的心跳依然耀跃拨动

沉重的灵魂狠狠压迫于肩

呼着零吸着碎的微薄空气

闭上憔悴的双眸...
平静凌乱的思绪....
安定紧绷的心跳...
解脱沉重的灵魂...
窒息接着深呼吸...
潜入心灵最深处...
发掘隐藏的心语...

8月8号...
今天恍然发现...
原来我早已把门关上...
原来我把心门上了锁...
钥匙埋葬于心底某处...

是我找不到心灵钥匙?
抑或我刻意把钥匙藏了起来?
是我被心门反锁在内?
抑或我刻意把心门关了起来?

也许适当的把钥匙隐藏起来， 可以避免受伤害...
但试问有多少人可以将这把钥匙掌控自如的运用?

上了锁的心门， 我不想打开...
藏于心的钥匙， 我不想找到...
自从那天以后， 我只想沉默...

或许最原始的我早已随钥匙双双被埋葬于心深处的某个角落...
我选择把心中的那扇门关上...

KANAsai

i do think that i had give myself a huge burden for myself..
and that will be the reason for me when my emotion had been influenced
i know my personality very well, i'm a person who kiasu..
i cannot accept myself weaken than others and i not willing to be the last
therefore i tried my best to catch up others footstep
i will try 2 chase back if i stay behind of someone
may be that is the motivation for me to continue with working while i m studying now
it's very tiring and sometime i cant even can sleep well
i feel vexed and stress
a big rock was hanging on my shoulder....
i m looking a method to release such pressure...

i m so tired..

Time-less

Wah..just 2 years time..
i felt that no matter on my appearance or heart or even mind
it had a huge changes

for me the changes is come from my heart
and pass it to my mind
and lastly it influence my appearance as well.
the reason i gave myself for such changes was I'm older and older

my heart become tough, my mind become mature and my look become UNCLE
haix...it remind me a Chinese proverb(岁月不留人）
which mean that time is wait for no one....time will never stop for anyone
and there are no excuse for any wastage youth time been
i wasted a lot of time
i keep on rotate in behalf of studies
haix..
now is time the time for me to chase back and get back what i lost
it's hard and tough
i can only tell myself
*Be patient*

silly post.....

woo....its has been more than 5month i didn't log in to my my blog.
long time i never write anything in my bloggie..
is that the time i should active it back?
meanwhile, i have no idea what to write and what to post?
i do think that the cells in my brain are fighting between each

HOO...HAAA......
it's make my brain locked
eventually, it blocked all the signal that suppose transfer to my hand
i stuck at there....
my hand can't even place smoothly at the keypad
my fingers keep on back and forth in between the backspace button
the feeling is not good at all.....keep on need to change and delete.
sienzzz...

STRESSS bcoz of this
STRESS bcoz of that

Cant anyone willing stop it for me?
(SOrry...no recompense)
Ngek ngekkk...

～我～

为何我那么的失败？我真的很累了
现在的我无法如常的使力
我尝试努力尽力用力地使力
但却有心无力～我还真的力不从心了
一切一切的压力仿佛把我推进了墙角
我找不到那个出口
我在我的生活里迷失了方向，自己一个人站在那儿悠悠荡荡
你们的一字一句，深深刻落于我的心

我仿似行尸走肉
没了我人生中的乐趣
我不再开心而开心也离我而去

我开始对世界陌生
我不再是我
而我也不是我
我是谁？