终于

为什么我那么的介怀

因为我在意或是我不甘心

不懂也不需要任何的解释

我不需要任何安慰的词语

也不用任何的道歉

我不希求任何的回报

我不需要那伪假的谢谢

因为我觉得不需要了

既然你的想法已经如此我也不必何求任何报答与感恩

我决定了

我不会再多帮你们

我觉得都够了

我无须被当做白痴

在为你们多浪费任何力气

你们已经学会了

我就是那么的多余了

再见

做回自己

 有人问我为什么把自己的部落格锁上？

其实只是有时不想给人开到自己无聊的抒发

也许因为无聊

但也许因为保留

没什么原因

也不需要什么交代

我只是随着自己的意愿去走

我要做我自己～

委屈

其实我真的不知道为什么从来没有人能够从我的方面去思考的呢？

为什么没有一个人能够充分的了解我吗？

也许是自己不喜欢把底牌掀开于人前吧

我不把自己难题告诉别人

所以在别人眼中我是没有什么问题

我的难言之隐有谁懂？是没有任何一个人

不管和我多么熟的亲人与朋友，一个都没有

为何我会觉得如此的委屈呢？

为何我需要去说谎？

为何我要用说谎来麻木自己？

为何没有人知道我的用意呢？

为何总被人埋怨呢？

为何我需要对人如此的妥协呢？

为何我不能坚决的说不呢？

为何我的不在别人眼中就是一份自私的举动？

为和？？？？？

其实我觉得他说的话是对的

我不会把一切分得清清楚楚

总是爱拖泥带水的我就是一个很严重的致命伤

也许关系不应该那么的密切

人与人之间应该保持一定的距离

才不会牵涉到人情债在你们眼里

我就是一个自私的人，但我想说的

当你觉得一个人是自私时，有没有想到你自己本身也是一个自私的人呢？

因为当你要判决一个人是自私时，你会用你自己的想法

那时你也是以自己的出发点去决定对于否

当你判定时，你本身自私的特质就会先露无疑

因为你有问过当事人真正的情况吗？

那有谁是公平的呢......???

The feeling of being rejected are totally bad..dam tired with this job
2day working at Tesco Kepong..
dam tired and i felt myself was totally exhausted today.
stand for the whole day with 16 achievement
and the refuse rate are thousand times more than the achievement
some of them will give a good smile while reject
and this still will make my feel better
but many of them with a Black face and keep on mention that they very busy
and some still ask us stay away from them
it really make me feel frustrated
i get almost 70 quota 2day..n we need to settle it by 4days
i dont think i can finish it in case of i still need to rush back to work on 7.30...
i need to achieve 9piece at 2hours
do u think it is possible?
erm....it really challenging
but if i never get reject...i can sure i will settle it on timeee~
god bless me lah....i wan finish it...i don't want to give any trouble for others people..
for bearing my Quota

11 AuGUSt 2010

Just listen on the music...it make me so comfortable

i get this song from a friend blog...

when the 1st time i listen to it...i had fall to it..

if u ask me why sure i could not explain to u

hence,i put it on my blog and share with u guy

the name of the music was KISS THE RAIN

when the moment i listen to this song...my mind recall back a lots of memory 

there are some with sadness but also some with sweet

those memory bearing as the witness of  time passed

when look backward, time really passed by just a blink of eye..

the life of childhood became a record in my mind that i would not forget

and wish to have second time in my life

this sort of life are very simple and naive

i don't have much pressure and any defiance

it's just a briefness life

yet, i could not catch back this kind of life..

perhaps older and older

problems become more and more..

and the lesson for me to learn now is how to handle it

i wish i got a brightening future

and i will try harder and harder to achieve my dreams

i will prove to myself

because i will be the eternal enemies