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看着自己的倒影，不断地浮现疑问

想着自己的一切，不断地反复质疑

问着自己的思想，不断地浮现答案

答着自己的问题，不断地重复回答

忽然间觉得自己很矛盾

究竟我想问自己什么而我想得到的答案是什么

我不懂

我对自己所作的一切都很质疑

我得不到自己的答案

我觉得很矛盾

我不知道自己的去向？我觉得我又开始地迷失自己

不懂～真的不懂！

吉隆坡下雪 黃明志 Snowing In KL by Namewee 黃明志好好野專輯終極主打

在高樓之間 空氣忽然冷卻

散落一地的是幸福的碎片

在城市裡面 我被熱鬧凸顯

凍僵的臉再也撐不起笑靨

一個人容易疲倦 睡了寂寞會不見

開著音樂 空氣才不會凝結

窗外濕冷的季節 包圍我的房間

我只能 顫抖著閉上 我雙眼

孤單的夜 連吉隆坡都下雪

失溫的心 抵抗不了這冬天

愛不在身邊 牽不到快樂越走越遠

被寂寞奪走 每一天每一夜

孤單的夜 連吉隆坡都下雪

層層堆疊 累積著我的抱怨

冷冷的傷感 不敢觸碰卻不斷蔓延

從指尖慢慢 一直冷 到心的最裡面

Tong Hua (童话) Cover - English/Chinese + Violin/Trumpet by Jason Chen & J...

Quite nice this version

I like the translation....the lyrics was perfectly match with the song

Feeling~

Stop...

Can i stop thinking of this stupid and foolish things?

why should i compare with others...

is that possible for me not to do so..

i will answer NO

i could not do so...i was a *KIA SU* people and i admitted...

although my friends doesn't do or say anything but my mine stab into my heart

and make me felt stress and pain

i cannot stop comparing myself with my frieds

i wonder why there are so many turning points and so many ordeal waiting for me..

and i need to pick one off over the hurdle...

Wao...it was so hard and tough.

actually,i envy  i jealous

i jealous my friends...although i can understand that some people suffer more than me

but the problems is i cannot control my mind not to compare with others

i wonder why they can walk easy than me.....they don't have much trouble and their life seem to be smooth and easy...

perhaps they do work hard on it....same to I...but the achievement are thousand miles far with what i had

yet we could not blame on it...

this was the destiny....God is fair....they will not give u 100%...

no matter how perfect you are...u still has 1% more to learn

this is the reality...i will accept it...

never mind...i firmly believe that is always the enemy of mankind himself .

no one can vanquish us except ourselves..

i will run to chase back the time i loss...

i will make the distance become 0 for the coming day...

watch out.....HEHHE ^^

2007 and 2010

It was an awesome night with the gather of all my lovely EX housemate...

miss u all so much and we had a long long time never gather together 

and gossip with each...

i love this feeling very much

they are so lovely and make flash back a lot of sweet memory 

when staying together...

we study overnight when exam at the corner

we will also hanging around the pasar malam every tuesday

for our dinner...

we sit together and watching drama (especially watching the korean show *love story*)

we all laughing together( until got ppl complain)...it was so nice....

some more pillow talk....chit chat together...

and sometimes will have a WAR between each....

u HATAM me...i HATAM u...so funny...it was so comfortable and relax when hanging out with the

HATam until others tenants knock the door and complain....we all not dare to open the gate 

and curi curi tengok from the hole....what a stupid action of us....HAHAHA

its was a sweet and warm memory for me

but compare now with last time...they didn't have big chances

the changes only is some of them already starting work hard for their own careers 

and some of them still continue further study..

wao....now is 2010 and the memory was 2007

so fast...3 year passed...

i felt glad that can stay together with all of u...

thx...love u all...