My VALUE

【4月20日2009----》2月1日2011】

 Time flies.....unconsciously i stay more than 1 year and 9months ....and until this moment ...i had realized that my value was just a litter bit more than that those who stay here 2months...it was totally unfair for us...but there are nothing we can do....

The life full of unfairness..we can't say much and in fact we are not qualified  to say much...there are nothing we can do in stead of leave...that is the only ways we can use.....perhaps for those who not involve will felt that we are avoiding the truth life but for me i just want to find a comfortable way for myself....i need a ladder to walk down......i just want to leave when i still have a litter bit of value.....I'm not willing to let people kick off when i am useless in their eye...i want my dignity....

So, i can just say bye bye for this place who let me learn a lots...i had many sweet and happy moment with all the things....people over here......in my heart i am not willing.....but the fact is i cannot stay again...i was totally frustrated with them....what they said and what they do....was beyond my limitation....i'm not hoping that you give us more....but we just need a fairness.......which is the things that you all not give...i not begging u or force u to give because i don't think u will give what we want....u will just listen to those u believe.....

his mouth was ur eye.....u use his month to see the things....u judge something without any evidence....i m so sad that u are such *ADORABLE* and *NAIVE*...........

Glad that meet u......

 

你

我应该述说我的意见和看法吗?

答案： NO

我知道我不该说，因为我了解后果

固执也许是一种坚强

直率也许是一种性格

悲观也许是一种情绪

自信也许是一种态度

固执也可能是一种执著

直率也可能是转牛角尖

悲观也可能是一种烦恼

自信也可能是慢性毒药

 

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长路奉献给远方
玫瑰奉献给爱情
我拿什么奉献给你
我的爱人
白云奉献给草场
江河奉献给海洋
我拿什么奉献给你
我的朋友
我拿什么奉献给你
我不停的问
我不停的找
不停的想
白鸽奉献给蓝天
星光奉献给长夜
我拿什么奉献给你
我的小孩
雨季奉献给大地
岁月奉献给季节

我拿什么奉献给你
我的爹娘
(music)
啦....

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看着自己的倒影，不断地浮现疑问

想着自己的一切，不断地反复质疑

问着自己的思想，不断地浮现答案

答着自己的问题，不断地重复回答

忽然间觉得自己很矛盾

究竟我想问自己什么而我想得到的答案是什么

我不懂

我对自己所作的一切都很质疑

我得不到自己的答案

我觉得很矛盾

我不知道自己的去向？我觉得我又开始地迷失自己

不懂～真的不懂！

吉隆坡下雪 黃明志 Snowing In KL by Namewee 黃明志好好野專輯終極主打

在高樓之間 空氣忽然冷卻

散落一地的是幸福的碎片

在城市裡面 我被熱鬧凸顯

凍僵的臉再也撐不起笑靨

一個人容易疲倦 睡了寂寞會不見

開著音樂 空氣才不會凝結

窗外濕冷的季節 包圍我的房間

我只能 顫抖著閉上 我雙眼

孤單的夜 連吉隆坡都下雪

失溫的心 抵抗不了這冬天

愛不在身邊 牽不到快樂越走越遠

被寂寞奪走 每一天每一夜

孤單的夜 連吉隆坡都下雪

層層堆疊 累積著我的抱怨

冷冷的傷感 不敢觸碰卻不斷蔓延

從指尖慢慢 一直冷 到心的最裡面