2011 03 31

其实现在的我压力越来越大

看着自己身边的朋友一个接一个地在自己的事业与前途拼劲与努力

成就不断地萌芽而自己还像一颗未发芽的豆子

不断的灌溉但还是留在当初

自己的心真的有点妒忌

也有一股无名的压力

很重....很重

每当我所有的家人都睡得很甜时我还是无法把自己的眼睛闭上

脑里不断地思考与摸索

我的路该怎么走?

我该做什么?

我就觉得有点前路有点渺茫

我觉得很压力

但我还是能压抑自己的情绪

我还是努力地走

我不断告诉自己我的命就是如此

波折不断但不置于差

努力不减但总是不够

有时还真的很无奈

我告诉自己不要想太多但还是一样

我还是想....而且愈来愈严重

我希望自己的努力能为自己的不足加分

我告诉自己*大器晚成*这个原理

我们应该把自己的视线放远

一时的失败不会是永远

先苦后甜.....

也许我就想一瓶红酒...摆着越久就越醇越顺口

虽然需要长一点的时间去提炼才会得到好的味道

但却回味无穷.........

重伤 - 林凡（官方HQ完整版）

[官方HQ]A-Lin 給我一個理由忘記(MV完整版)

Earth

Wondering does 2012 will really exist?

a lot of people question on this but we cannot get an answer...

who know what will happening soon..

Yesterday, a new was shocked me...

it was a tragedy...

it that a warning for us?

                           earth is giving us a warn...???

does it?

An earthquake came to Japan...and

many of life had leaved Japan

it came so sudden...

i was shock when i heard the news..

i felt pity to them but in the other ways i glad that

my island was escape from this tragedy..

but........will it come to me soon?

A question for me that i consider today.....

My VALUE

【4月20日2009----》2月1日2011】

 Time flies.....unconsciously i stay more than 1 year and 9months ....and until this moment ...i had realized that my value was just a litter bit more than that those who stay here 2months...it was totally unfair for us...but there are nothing we can do....

The life full of unfairness..we can't say much and in fact we are not qualified  to say much...there are nothing we can do in stead of leave...that is the only ways we can use.....perhaps for those who not involve will felt that we are avoiding the truth life but for me i just want to find a comfortable way for myself....i need a ladder to walk down......i just want to leave when i still have a litter bit of value.....I'm not willing to let people kick off when i am useless in their eye...i want my dignity....

So, i can just say bye bye for this place who let me learn a lots...i had many sweet and happy moment with all the things....people over here......in my heart i am not willing.....but the fact is i cannot stay again...i was totally frustrated with them....what they said and what they do....was beyond my limitation....i'm not hoping that you give us more....but we just need a fairness.......which is the things that you all not give...i not begging u or force u to give because i don't think u will give what we want....u will just listen to those u believe.....

his mouth was ur eye.....u use his month to see the things....u judge something without any evidence....i m so sad that u are such *ADORABLE* and *NAIVE*...........

Glad that meet u......